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2007-09-26 at 2:43 a.m.
Saw this on someone's blog a while ago, and well some things even i don't say to some people's faces, cos i am a big chicken. so, here goes, hos: what i would say to you, or how i really feel about you.
1) I don't realise how much i count on you until i need to talk to you, and i really admire you, and i wish you wouldn't shortchange yourself the way you do sometimes.
2) You're one of my closest friends in the world, and i'm grateful that you take all the shit you do from me, even though i take you for granted all the time.
3) Sometimes, I really cannot stand you, sometimes.
4) Sometimes i wonder if you secretly think i'm a childish, petualant, demanding bitch.
5) Sometimes, i really, really miss you, and if i were jack nicholson, i'd say that you make me want to be a better person.
6) Sometimes i think about how close we used to be, and how much better things were a thousand years ago, and i wish you and i could go back to that.
7) Sometimes i really envy you and i wish i could be just like you—or at least i wonder what it'd be like, living your life.
8) In some ways, i really respect you, because you're a better person than i could ever be, better than i even have the energy to try to be.
9) sometimes i really hate you for letting me down, time and again.
ok, i have no one else to 'talk' to. so i'm going to be now