ughses
2007-08-12 at 11:39 p.m.
Ok, it's now 11.40 on Sunday night and the weather's nice and cooling from the heavy downpour that just ended, with laundry tumbling about in the dryer, and with everything all nice and cosy, i'm feeling a liitle more optimistic about school starting tomorrow. perhaps it's also due to the fact that i (hopefully) have a Burger King breakfast to look forward to tomorrow morning. But whatever the reason, I am feeling better about lectures starting tomorrow. Although I do feel terribly unprepared for term to start again..call me a nerd or a geek or whatever (even though the term clashes with yy-gets-lost-in-the-library reputation that i've inexplicably earned), but i like to start the school year with a bit of preparation—both mental and..retail?
I haven't bought my planner/notebook, decided on my filing system (yes, it changes every semester, this is still me we're talking about, geekyness notwithstanding), bought stationery (i've managed to lose my exam pencil case already), or organised my bag.
plus, i haven't even gotten into the right frame of mind. i'm not excited about my modules or anything, i've not looked through syllabus lists and grinned happily/excitedly, i've not....
oh my god i sound like an anal retentive nerd/geek freak.
let's just say that school starting freaks me out because it's not my favourite thing in the world, so...
-i overcompensate and morph into anal retentive nerd/geek freak for awhile to help me cope
-my inner (and i do mean inner—hidden in the deeeepest chasm inner) nerd/geek freak takes over to help me cope
-this nerd/geek freak thing happens because my mother programmed me at age 6..?
heh.
whatever. the thing is, i am so. not. ready. for school tomorrow.
sighs.